It’s hard to believe in everything going smoothly so I can have peace. How do I get peace of mind? As a mom I want everything for my kids but I struggle to keep everything running smoothly. It’s waking up at 5:00 am it’s hoping they eat the lunch I pack them. My youngest crying before school because he misses us and the work is hard he says. Wondering what my middle son is doing but not attending the back to school night because it just seems like a lot of stress for info I won’t remember and not getting a good dinner and to bed on time. I’m just really focused on the main things I have to do and just that is a struggle because in my mind I am on alert and scared of I don’t even know what.
I am still getting used to not taking the strong anxiety pills. It’s a big change not having that as a crutch and no drinking either. I am taking Passion flower which helps 3x a day and propranolol twice a day which can help with physical symptoms of anxiety.
Just needed to check in with you lovely people. Hope everything is going well for each of you. It’s hard not to worry, right but how can one stop I mean it really doesn’t do any good. How to get out of the worry trap? I want to not worry and be happy. I’m missing out on life in a way, I need to trust life doesn’t have to be scary to live. Checking/obsessing over things, wondering if things are okay.