living in abuse

well i was wondering if well anyone would know what to do if your parents are abusive in more ways than one i don't really have anyone to talk to about this so. my mother is not an alcoholic (my dad is) she isn't a drug addict or anything but she still hits me she says "I hit you because its funny" she tried to cover that up with "you're a bad kid that needs or deserves to be hit" she always says hurtful things like "i wish i never had you, i hope you die". One time she even threatened to kill me in a graphic description she scares me a lot and i have no one to help me through it so i wanted to know if anyone wanted to talk.

[jkl5500]

Do you have a counselor at school that you can talk this over with? Your mother appears to be mentally unbalanced. Your counselor can discuss your options with you.

[Hidden in reply to jkl5500]

I do have a counselor but im afraid they'll talk to her and that's never ended well

[jkl5500 in reply to Hidden]

Ask your counselor if there are free services in the area that you can use. Also, you could tell him or her that your discussions must be kept from your parents. If the counselor cannot guarantee that, go elsewhere. Also, try searching online for free services in your area. Please do something if you are truly afraid of your mother.

[Celtic27]

Hi Eden first of all have you not got a place of safety you can go to! I don't know how old you are but would you leaving home to get away from your parents be feasible! The longer you stay in this toxic environment the more problems you may have down the road! Please take care of your self and I truelly hope you can get away from this situation david

[MamaTried]

First off, I am so sorry you are going through this at all! But what she is doing is horrible!! Its physical and emotional abuse and I really hope you have a safe place to go. Maybe a family members or a close friend?? But the first step is to talk to a trusted adult. Preferably someone who doesn't know her. If you have bruises, take pictures. Document it when it happens as proof. You are not the things she calls you and she should feel blessed to have you in her life. Know your worth!! Something is wrong with her, not you. Im here if you want to talk

[Hidden in reply to MamaTried]

thank you for replying i would appreciate talking to you

[terriltwin2]

I am sorry Eden for your struggle with your mom. I am praying for your protection and praying for your mom right now. I am going to leave you with a toll free number. You can call and speak with a counselor and it is free of charge. They can get you good resources for your area and speak with you over the phone about what is going on . It will be real helpful. If you can get to a place and speak with them without interruption. 1-855-382-5433. Is there a friend you can stay with, so that you might be safe? or a church you could go to? Heavenly Father, I ask for your protection over Eden, I pray for her and her heart, I ask that the power of your blood be over her and I pray for her mom. Please Jesus we ask in your Holy name that you heal and touch her mom's mind and heart and that the shadow of your right hand remain over the both of them. In Jesus Name we pray Amen.