Getting over it

I met someone who likes me for me bc I for sure haven’t been giving a **** about life. I like him a lot.

It’s hard for me to separate my emotions but when I met him I started acting myself.

I want y’all to know there is hope and a future. A month ago I didn’t care if I survived the day as long as my animals got fed.

I was engaged for 7 years and he had a brain injury. 3 massive strokes and major surgeries bc of hot springs ar thugs. He survived, almost 4 months in a coma and still is not the same person. It’s been over a year since he got hurt. And I’m not allowed to visit bc I’m honest and ask questions. And the drs think meds help me. But they do (Xanax, Prozac, buspar) you also have to look out for yourself and if someone makes you feel good you have to move on. This is so hard for me to type. I took myself off of meds for 8 years. But now I’m back and it helps. It’s a never ending battle but please fight it.