I am just done and over every single thing right now.

[Daninicole22]

I can’t take anything anymore.....sorry if this post sounds annoying or something because right now i don’t have anyone to talk to about this and I’ve been really upset today....

So not only do I have anxiety and some depression lingering still, i also have had asthma since I was 7 years old... for awhile it seemed to be somewhat under control and it didn’t affect me how it does now.... the last year or so I noticed it got worse as time was passing by, and now in the last few months it has only gotten worse especially over the past few weeks... my primary doctor thinks I’m just a big ball of a mess and doesn’t even listen to me anymore when I go in and just thinks it’s “just anxiety” and acts like he’s listening then sends me on my way... doing nothing about anything I say or tell him about ...I’ve been to the ER countless times over the last 6 months mainly due to anxiety before my asthma has gotten worse so even they have me as a track record for anxiety also and don’t really listen to me either.... I don’t know what to do anymore.... no one seems to listen to me anymore and the thought of trying to find new doctors gives me a lot of anxiety and anger builds up and I justbasically freeze up and ignore all my shit and just deal with it even though it’s been so hard... I decided to try and take some steroids low dosage today (medrol dose pack) and only taking two pills have messed me all up today and I’ve felt absolutely terrible this entire day and my emotions and anxiety have been EVERYWHERE along with really bad pains in my legs back neck shoulders.... I basically got so upset over it I threw out the rest while bawling my eyes out.... nothing helps nothing works and I’m at my wits end... I am basically fed up with my life and two more weeks my kids start school and i can’t even get out of my house without feeling some kind of way and end up having to rush home because I can’t breath which makes my anxiety act up and makes my breathing twenty five times worse!!!!!!

[Seren1ty]

Hello, I hope you're feeling a little better since writing this post. You're anxiety sound stressful. Please don't lose hope. Trust yourself. You've survived a lot and you will survive whatever is coming. "Surrender to what is. Let go of what was. Have faith in what will be." -Sonia Ricotte

I have had moments when my anxiety has gotten really bad and I've focused on keeping myself busy. Sometimes I would think to myself "what do I think is about to happen? I can handle this." And I would continue to motivate myself until the moment passes.

I hope this helps.

[DVISION]

Hope you’re feeling better!