I’ve been doing well for a long time. Today I feel the anxiety creeping back in. All those thoughts that had me terrified about three months ago were always there. They went to the back of my mind for a while, but now they’re knocking on the door again. “Does my bf really love me? Will our relationship work out? Will I lose my job? Will my 79-year-old father and 74-year-old aunt stay healthy and be okay? Will I stay sane, or will I get so upset that I can’t function?”
Update - A few hours later:
I think my mental health has improved over three months ago. I have an occasional flash of anxiety - but it doesn’t feel as strong as it did before. And it goes away sooner.
CBT and antidepressants have helped a lot.