Ending myself

[Hydemeunder]

This time I have a choice to leave or end myself. I dont know what to do. This is my biggest break down since i have depression and anxiety. Please if anyone here can hear me please talk to me

[Hidden]

How can I help you!

[argh52]

Whateve it is is not permanent. The feeling always passes and nothing is ever as bad as you think it is when you're feeling this way. What's going on? We're here to listen.

[Hollick in reply to argh52]

What you said about feelings passing is so true..I try and live by 'this too shall pass'.

[Stilltrying_]

We are here to support you. You can get through this. Tell us why you feel this way.

Gemma

[Dirtdonthurt]

Sending love. We're hear for you and listening.

[Mary-intussuception]

Please don't do it.

Let's talk things through.

[Mary-intussuception]

Is it 6am where you are or 7am?

Have you been awake all night?

It is now after 11pm here in the UK and I'm very tired as I rise very early so am afraid I might fall asleep.

Have just sent you 2 messages.

Please get some rest.

[kenster1]

we can talk you no problem but you really need to call suicide prevention hotline asap.whatever it is that's got you to this point can change and change for the better with hard work and determination.im here for you and so is everyone else you really not alone so please think about this as there is no tomorrow if you carry it out.come on you can do this think of the heartbreak you will leave behind we are with you every step of the way.please make that call talk to someone anyone family/friends to get you through this difficult period.

[redpanda18]

Sending lots of love your way. Please feel free to message me!

[Agora1]

Hydemeunder, look at the outpouring of people who care about you.

You have taken a step forward in reaching out for help by coming to this

support forum. Please give us a chance to show you how important each

and every person here is to us.

Maybe we can help you sort out your feelings. We are not strangers to

anxiety and depression. Each and everyone of us has struggled in their

own way. And even with that, we are always ready to share our support

with someone in a crisis. I am glad you are here with us my friend. xx

[Anxietygal2]

Hi, I know life is hard, expecially for those who suffer from anxiety. There are medicines that help, have you seen any doctor?

[Angry101]

Don’t you dare think about killing your self. I tried to commit suicide and ended up in a coma for a month. The repercussions were horrible. I had to learn so many things over. I damaged my heart, and had to have a pacemaker. All I’m saying is something may go wrong like with me. I would never try it again. It’s been a very hard struggle up hill. Plus, I would be sad if you went that direction. Come along with me, and we will do this together. I’m here anytime you need to talk. May God bless you.

[Want2BHappy3]

What do you mean? Suicide?

[Want2BHappy3]

I had those thoughts, thing is Suicide is permanent. My brother and cousin killed themselves about 40 years ago. Family is left feeling guilty, thinking they did something wrong? Call your hospital they can have you stay and evaluate you. Get Counseling, they can give you Medication that can help you. Let us know how you are.

[Jilly87]

Please let us know you are still with us. Things will always get better as others have said. I will keep you in my thoughts.

[Klpvr]

We don’t want to die , we just want the pain to stop. We have probably all been where you are. One step at a time. That step is asking someone for help.

[Gingerapple]

Hi, I'm here now! Talk as.much as you want! Bev xxx

[Hidden]

please dont make the latter choice if you have to leave take leave take a break for yourself to breath and heal yrself this takes time and time is what you can choose without ending yrself and it will pass these feelings will pass you just got to find strength to get past it, i can take time and in that time you will hurt but you have to let the hurt out so you can heal even if it just heals for short time those times will get longer if you can get stronger, please be strong and talk to everyone on here if no one at home people on here are amazing as are you, life is precious and is also not predictable choose leave if you must just dont choose ending, you have a path you are just lost but you can come back from and find yourself again and create a better one stay strong and most of all TALK your feelings, please take good care xx

[MS2014]

Hydemeunder, go to a hospital and tell them your thoughts. Life can be hard but please do not think that way. Think of things you enjoy doing. I like to go to movies. I hate that you feel this way, go to hospital, preacher, or even the police station for them to get you some help. M

[Emmlish]

I am here! I promise you, you will get up from that deep pit!

[Kkimm]

Everyone is here for you. Let us know that you are still talking to us.

Kim

[Keepmoving71]

Ditto here for you.... Jesus loves you and so do we...

[Keepmoving71]

PLEASE REPLY LET US KNOW YOURE SEEKING IMMEDIATE MEDICAL ATTENTION hospitals aren't so bad today they're more like little vacations go to the hospital if you need to here they're called Behavioral Health floors you can do this and please don't ever worry what people think no one's here to judge you go to any ER and say I'm having thoughts of harming myself write it down on a piece of paper if you have to so you don't have to say it around other people I've done that if you don't want to go to the hospital then get someone you know to come and be with you As much as they can to just to be with you during this time.

Lord Jesus I pray for this person I don't know him but you do, first of all I pray that he will come to k n o w you as savior and receive the immense amounts of hope that you can bring to life to their life....🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

NEVER EVER GIVE UP,,, LIFE IS WAITING

[artistinresidence in reply to Keepmoving71]

Thank u for writing that post. I'm praying right now.

[RcKitty]

I hear you! I understand the pain ive been there!!! no matter how hard it gets an how much pain I feel in the moment and feel it is he only solution I hold on an =d tell myself over and over these intense feelings and the pan, i it will ease in a few hours .. few days... and it always has eased. do not make a decision that is irreversable and that would devastate everyone here and you loved ones based on these feelings that are truly painful but that Will pass!! I guarantee they will.

[YoungSimba]

Stay strong. It may seem like the only way is your way but there are other routes. Talk about what is wrong, vent, let it all out to us, someone else, a journal, your phone. How can we or anyone else help you?

[Dirtdonthurt]

I just want people to know that thank God he did not go through with it. He replied to my message a few hours ago. Please keep the messages coming though.

[kenster1 in reply to Dirtdonthurt]

that's great news glad to hear that yeah hopefully they will get help that they deserve and pull through real soon.

[Lulububs]

Please dont do it! Were

All here for u to talk things through even if u pm someone u feel a connection with... as u may not wana talk to all of us.

I have had bout of depression through life 19, 28 then about 5 years ago when each time i have sat there with pills and alcohol and each time i was that close but thought “ no what will my mum and husband do”! So ive stopped myself...

Each time when the depression lifts( tablets helped me, anti depressants and therapy) i have thankgod i didnt do it...

Now im 45 and i just dont feel all that depression and anxiety anymore, i seem to have learnt to cope with it and i know if it gets bad there medication and therapy... not suicide

[Giraffe2]

I’m here if you need to talk. Please stay with us.

[Lifecoach707]

I hear you. I hear how overwhelming the pain is. Remember a major decision made while overwhelmed is usually the wrong one. I'd be willing to listen/talk if you want. Otherwise please set up to see someone. Either way you're in my prayers. Good luck!

[Cyh8513]

Sending you love and hugsss

💜🤗

[Samson1953]

Please don't hurt yourself. We need you. Please answer. See all the people that care for you. 4Let us know u r ok. Sending u love peace strengh n hugs.

[marheart]

So sorry you have reached the point of feeling hopeless.

Take one day at a time. Go NOW to get mental health talk therapy and meds. Takes time to find the correct cocktail, then they have to be updated and work it all out again.

You can do this. Posting on this site shows you can do it. Blesssings.

[Lazy_dog_lover]

I hope you choose to fight through. We, most members in this group, have been there. Choose to fight. You are worth it.

I don't know your story or location, but there is always help out there.

[NeuronerdDoaty]

I hope you are feeling better. Please reach out to people who can help you today. Remember the pain you’re trying to avoid doesn’t disappear when you quit. It’s an energy that transfers to other unsuspecting people who have their own problems. They don’t need extra. I can’t carry others baggage by myself. We’re all trying to help each other with the weight of our pain. You don’t get to just drop yours off. I could die just by stopping my meds. I face this decision daily. It would be so unfair of me to hand this over to people who carry their own already. If you have anyone who views you as a sibling or parental figure they’re almost 100% likely to eventually follow your lead. Don’t write their script. I would definitely be writing my daughters script and that’s not fair to her or my grandson and the rest of the people that love her. You are a thread in the tapestry of life. Without you there can’t be a me.

[Hidden]

I’m all ears here any time

[Hidden]

Hydemeunder, suicide is never good, we are all hoping and praying you rethink your choices. Nothing is ever hopeless. Our minds trick us. Please listen to everone here and respect yourself more than to throw your life away. 💜

[artistinresidence]

I just saw your post. Please let us know what is happening so we can help. Praying for u right now.

[Keepmoving71]

You ok?