Followed my heart...

[Madysen019]

About a month ago I got heart breaking news that the man I am in love with had to say goodbye as he was selected for Special Forces training since he is in the Army.

Last night he texted me..... for his privacy I’ll call him Z.

I cried. He told me I was the love of his life and the reason he was back was because he was injured but in PT and was doing better. He said he thought about me every day and wrote me a letter he couldn’t mail because he forgot to get my address. That he wanted me more than anything in the world and wanted to officially make me his girlfriend because he said he should’ve before he left.

However I “was” dating someone. and when I say “was” it’s because I broke up with the other guy almost immediately. We had only been dating 10 days and he was already talking about proposing and kids middles names and moving in together. So I wanted to just be friends anyways.

I find out that Z is coming home next weekend on leave and I have the day he gets here off and the next day as well. He booked us a hotel room to spend time with me all alone for almost two days because we haven’t seen each other since March.

I couldn’t stop thinking about Z every moment with the other guy. Because I have never felt such a connection with someone.

We love each other and he sadly isn’t moving back to both of our home state for another year and half.

But we are going to make it work and visit each other.

I love him so so much. I followed my heart and I had to.

I talked to the guy I was dating and he said he understood and we can be friends.

[kenster1]

that's nice to read sounds like a good old fashioned love story.