Just want to go out side

[Bpdptsdlife]

Well it's summer again the only time of the year I like I have been in and out of hospitals trying all the ssris snris and antipsychotics I have tried all the meds over the years benzos help a little but I can't get my self to trust anyone and I'm scared of people I don't want to live in a hospital to feel safer drinking is how I tried coping in the past I can't do that anymore because my cirrhosis of the liver now I can't even get myself to go shopping for food or even go out side to smoke I think everyone out to hurt me

[Nom-D-Ploom]

I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. I hope it gets better soon.