Sometimes when i feel tired , i wish that the world just stop until i get rest and then resome .. and sometimes im tired of everything even my own feelings and thought and from people around me and from the whole life ,, i would wonder " why do this world with all of the rules and life styles and life and death exist .. all of those words an terms and why do people believing it until it become their own lifes .. i feel this is not real,, you are not supposed to believe it from all of your heart ,, you are not supposed to fight and cry for it why do you laugh for it .. why do feel like its so real , but from my eyes i can only see that its nothing .. what im talking about has nothing to do with negativity , its a real thing .. if you look around you will see that people made somethings and believed them they did this whole imaginery world and lived on it ,, made some rules and follow it ,,
.. i feel people are far from understand me .