being alone yet not alone

[lottiejemma]

Hi all, I have suffered from depression , anxiety and what not for years, NOW, I just want to be on my own, funny feeling to have, yet I have a condition that I cannot be left alone, sorry , I do not quite know what I am feeling just now, --- just that I have a Panic feeling in case a friend pops in to see me !!!! yet, I shall be completely all right if they do, and enjoy the company, it is a feeling----- just leave me on my own---- yet miss company if I do not have it, I live with my daughter, and we get on famously, could not do without her love and care, yet , when she says,-- I have to go out !!! I feel-- oh good, I shall be on my own, and I feel happy , oh such a weird feeling in this brain of mine full of confusion at times.------ Have a good week ahead all family, friends of Health unlocked

[lillyofthevalley37]

I honesy think that's really normal to feel like that