Hello to all!! Haven't been on here in awhile and reconnecting with you guys has been an absolute blessing!!โบ Iv E been feeling so low again and can barely stand being outside when its light out. Now that I have a dog I get her out while its pitch black out. Ppl here in Utah are so darn mean and its just wearing me down. If they see me they will run back into their apts until I leave and the ppl I've met at the dog park now leave as soon as I arrive!! Iv E only been nice to these ppl but get shit on immediately. All I can do to make it thru,this year is to stay very focused on getting my CNA certification and continue getting homecare clients until I move back to Vegas!! I cannot wait,cause I'm down to counting the days till I'm getting out of this Hell! Sorry for bitching but I just need advice as to how to handle such hatred from these ppl. I have 11 months to go till I'm outta here. That's too long but have no choice but to wait. The good news is I quit old job and got a homecare job with a good company. I was absolutely nervous yesterday cause I had first client but the daughter invited me back and said if you want the Saturday,shift its mine if I want. I said absolutely!! So that was really cool and that she was super nice. I'm like its a miracle to speak to someone nice. I'm on a rant aren't I? Oh geez I'm so sorry for doing so much complaining but had to see if y'all would have any advice as to what I should do to deal with the mean ppl here. I would thoughouly appreciate it. I now try and keep locked in my apt cause I don't need these ppl to make me feel lower than pond scum!!! I get maddie my dog out for a two hour walk since its so cool in the morning. Then can only get her out for 15 minutes when it gets 90 degrees. Anyhoo, I really miss you guys on here!! Hope to keep in contact more this time! You guys on here are the most caring, loving and supportive folks I've ever met!! So thank you for help in the past,and for the future! Love you allโบโบ๐โ
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