Lonlinesss........... can't be social............

[Dreamer468]

Hi everyone,

I've been seeing a psychiatrist and it's going good. It gets better step by step. I'm a bit relieved.

But, this shitty loneliness is killing me. As I interact with some onew, they rejects me. Sometimes it's unbearable......

As someone said "pain demands to be felt"......

[Agora1]

Hi Dreamer, does someone new reject you or do you feel like they do. Not feeling

worthy of someone's attention and not loving yourself can magnify the awkwardness

of social anxiety. It seems like you are doing well in other aspects with your

psychiatrist. Let him address your concerns regarding your social anxiety as well.

I wish you well.

[Dreamer468 in reply to Agora1]

Thanks Agora1 for your support. I hope everything will become better.........

[Hidden]

I know rejection way more than I'd like to. I feel like I can honestly say, with all seriousness, that most people who know of me do not really give much thought about me, or even like me. I can see why in some cases because I can be super quiet, which people tend to hate, and sometimes I lack common sense. Other times, I'm lost as to why people reject me. If you're open to me, I open up back and show my silly and carefree side. People will say I'm really funny, but then, for some reason, they just start turning away. It's difficult to cope with, but I won't change who I am to fit in with how others want me to be. I can't be who I'm not, only who I am.

I hope me sharing this makes you feel less alone (funny, feeling less alone about being alone, haha) because I understand.

[Dreamer468 in reply to Hidden]

AG170 thankyou so much for understanding me. Sometimes it's killing me. Basically all the time. I hope it will get better. If you need, I'm here for you, we are here for you.......