I don't get why my brain is trying to nitpick into everything I do. I've become overly critical over myself and I feel frustrated bcs I really just want to live. I haven't done anything bad or wrong so why on Earth is my head making me feel so.
I'm just. Not like my parents. I'm from a different generation. I can't think like them. I don't even want to. I grew up differently and I'm not as traditional or conservative. I don't want to feel bad for being different from them bcs I'm still the same me and I'm still a good person and I don't do anything bad or rebellious.
I feel like I'm going crazy. I really just want to be around people my age. I can't handle all the mental stress. My brain keeps latching on to random thoughts or things my mum says. And then makes me feel bad.
I..I really don't want to become like my parents and other older people. I don't even like the way they think. I'm a teen. I just want to act my age. Is that SO bad ?