I didn't talk to many people today. Everyone seems busy in their own lives (well, they should be) while I'm still stuck here feeling lonely. Something good happened today. I finally got the offer letter from my uni and my student ID !!
But...my dad got mad at me. Apparently it's because he expected me to be happier but I was just... emotionless. To be honest, I'm happy but...I'm also emotionally exhausted. And nobody at home seems to understand. I wish my bros would come give me a hug and tell me I'll be okay. But all he says is "what do you want me to say ?" When I ranted to him.
I feel a little alone because I want to talk, but I also don't want to burden anyone with my negativity. Maybe everyone's had enough of my nonsense.
Sigh....I feel sad. I don't want to feel this way. I hate feeling lonely. I can't even talk to my closest friend because he's busy and won't open his messages. Sigh.