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[Lostnluv]

Hi I’m new to this but wanted to try since nothing else has seemed to work. I’ve always had issues with anxiety and depression but almost four years ago one of the closest people shot themself right in front of me and he survived it but I walked away from it because he did it out of obsession over me and had originally planned on doing it to me as well. Not long after I found out I was pregnant and after I had my son the depression got even worse. Prescriptions didn’t do anything but make me feel like a zombie. I don’t know how to get closure from this and to top it off my best friend and my love the father of my son has pushed away and I’m pretty sure that is all over and he’s barely a father from day one. I know I sound like a complete mess but any advise or anything would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

[Blue-Heart]

That's so awful, what a horrible thing to go through. I'm sorry you're having a rough time as a result but I'm happy you're here and reaching out.

[ChicagoGirl1961]

Don't blame yourself. You may have been his reason for doing this , but YOU were not the cause. Be well.

[Lostnluv]

Thank you for the kind words. I’m trying because I have 5 kids that depend on me