bad last couple of days

[hlangdon]

UGH been purging my stuff that i have and been having attacks due to having a feeling someone I know will come by and give me the 3rd degree about giving things away. It was stuff that was used and couldnt put a price on them. I'm the type of person who would give the shirt off my back and give it to someone who needs it. Stuff that could not be recycled I threw out and filled 2 30 gallon bags. between yesterday and today. I filled one bag last week with garbage. Just feel like I threw things out that had meaning but knew that I wasnt going to use it before it was worn out even more. Guess it will be a change in my meds when I see the dr next month.

[AZ1970]

Did you have something happen in your past where you were criticized for giving things away? Or was that a message you learned from your parents? In my book, purging items and cleaning your home is a home run!

[hlangdon in reply to AZ1970]

was once criticized when i was in school by a classmate. But also learned that some people dont always have nice things. Someone in my community lost everything in thier house due to a fire and everyone in the community helped out with clothing.