I just lost a job offer I was counting on. It wasnt a good job, it was yet another retail drone job. It wasnt a job I looked forward to. But it was WORK, something I desperately want/need.
Ive gotten to a point that everything seems so meaningless. Im searching again for work, but my mind keeps telling me that eventually Ill be right back here, barely getting by, worrying about money and bills. What's the point of trying if youre going to be right back at square one where you started?