So I get this job I’m recruiting, totally felt relieved as my previous Barista job just made me very depressed.
Went in Monday , Tuesdays , Wednesday, Thursday on my way back from work , I get a call from the agency who got me the job advising me the company doesn’t wish to extend my contract. Was meant to be a 5 weeks job but ended at 4 days .
I asked why but they said no reason was given . But then it all clicks , I got to the job and was given a desk and tasks- no induction about the steps and maybe templates - nothing !!!
I panicked on my first day , came back stronger in my second day as I realise that’s the only way out of the job that made me depressed .
By today I knew what I was doing and worked hard . I didn’t even take breaks ! Needed to get things done !!! I guess I wasn’t doing enough.
They had decided from day 2 they don’t want me . My last couple of days has been filled with scanning and filing - nothing relating to the job I was recruited for .
It makes me sad and Genito get back into the depressed mood but am working on it .
I wish I could get a proper job , something I want to wake up and go to , something I want to learn from and use my brains.
I just cried for the last 3 hours and prayed ... still hoping .