I am new here. Crisis line gave me link to this place, I am not sure how helpful it will be for me, to be honest. I am almost 41 yrs old. I am adoptee who is deaf single childless with no family support and dealing with fibromyalgia among other health issues. I can’t work full time because of health issues. I have no one, just my 12 yrs old dog. I feel when I meet new people I would be seen as burden, inconvenient. I can’t give much, my body won’t allow me, my emotions is overwhelming. I am under extreme stress and my anxiety is very high because of financial issues. I hate raw cards that was dealt to me. I have suicidal thoughts but no action planned, but risk is high when my dog pass away someday. I just don’t want to merely existing and surviving day to day but I don’t see a way out of it to achieve dreams I have.
PS I wish there are live chat on this site. It is easier for me one on one in real time.