Ugh!!!!!

[Donndonn1980]

So today was great until once again I tried to communicate with my kids mother but as usual she ended up angry due to being close minded. It's so frustrating trying to explain things to someone that cant seem to understand and always will focus on one thing I say and not think about all the other things I've said. All I want is to know what it is that will make things better but only answers I get are idk or shoulder shrugs with a bit of attitude. I just am fed up and I think it's best we just focus on these children. I'm sick of saying sorry and owning my shit but nobody else will. Who wouldn't want things better? Its apperant she cant appreciate who I am because she doesnt kknow where i came from! Ppl who have known me more have and dont think I'm being treated right. I know I'm a good father and I'm human and make mistakes but I do my best to correct them. I am scared constantly because things go on that worry me and it makes me feel like ppl dont like me or want to make things xtra hard for me. I know what to do but it's not easy. I really wanted my family to work but it's impossible. Am I wrong for just wanting to have my loving little family and a spouse to put forth the effort I do and we raise our kids together!! I cant catch a break. Lord help me and anything not of u please keep it far away from me!!_🙏🏿💪🏿👌🏿✌🏿💯