MISERABLE MONDAYS!

[Donndonn1980]

WELL GOODMORNING PPL! ANOTHER DAY WE HAVE TO TRY NOT TO GET TOO OVERWHELMED WITH THIS THING CALLED LIFE. I DONT WANNA GET OUT OF BED BUT I HAVE THINGS I MUST DO. DOES THE RAIN EFFECT YOUR MOOD LIKE IT DOES MINE? IT MAKES ME DEPRESSED AND FEEL AS GLOOMY AS IT LOOKS OUTSIDE. I LOVE THE MORNING TIME THOUGH I FEEL BETTER THAN I DO AT NIGHT. I WORRY SO MUCH AT NIGHT AND THATS MOSTLY CAUSE OF ALL THOSE NIGHT I HAD TO LIVE IN THE STREETS.I NEVER FEEL SAFE. THATS A EXHAUSTING THING TOO. ALWAYS TRYING TO CHECK AND DOUBLE CHECK EVERYTHING TO FEEL SAFE BUT IT NEVER GOES AWAY COMPLETELY. KNOWING HOW WICKED THE PPL IN THIS WORLD CAN BE AND JUST NATURALLY BEING USED TO BEING MESSED OVER GIVES ME A PARANOIA ABOUT ANYTHING AND ANYONE.ITS SUCKS BAD NOT BEING ABLE TO TRUST THINGS OR PPL AT ALL TIMES. TIMES HAVE CHANGED SO MUCH. NOBODY HAS LOYALTY ANYMORE. EVERYONE IS OUT FOR SELF. ANYWAYS LET ME GET OFF HERE CHANGED DIAPERS AND HOPE TODAY IS BETTER THAN YESTERDAY! ONE LOVE EVERYONE!✌🏿🙏🏿 #vapelife #modhoarder #cloudchaser #hoodvaper #morning #anxiety #rainyday #mondays

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I also feel scared at night. I live on bottom floor.