For 13 years my dad abused me I'm living with a family member.Everything would be fine if I didn't relive those days...i can hear the screams.I can see myself rocking in the corner and I can't avoid it.IT IS ALWAYS THERE
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I understand It has been years and sometimes those feelings of fear come back. But then I focus on the present and remind myself that I am away from that situation. Perhaps a counselor might be able to help you. Maybe you can find help through the domestic violence hotline. 1−800−799−7233. Please seek help, while these feelings that you are having are normal, you don't have to keep having them. Maybe the relative that you are living with can help you find help. With help you can stop reliving the past.
Are you in treatment with a therapist for your post-traumatic-stress of the childhood memories? I know the feeling you have. I am 56 and suffer from childhood memories of a violent father. I know your pain. Reach out to me if want to share. I am on your side.
Gees I'm so sorry you went through this..so unfair to you. Ya know it wasn't your fault..shame on him. I'm here for you.Are you getting any help? I hope so..it will do you good. Fight the good fight for you..you are worth it and special..there's only 1 you. Dump trucks of love, peace, light, joy & hugs!