Abused

[BEE247]

I wrote the other day and I’m thankful for everyone who has given me support ... to reply to all of you who comments i cannot speak to my family as they think I’m being pathetic and my mum said to social she has a lack of sympathy towards me ... so I don’t say anything ... I was raped about 4 months ago and going through a court case there’s more to it with mental and massive physical abuse however I still love the man himself I don’t quite understand how and why I’m feeling the way I do but I can’t cope anymore I don’t really look forward to anything anymore plus I’ve spoken to many people they don’t help I just feel really alone

Thank you .

[NuckinFuts]

You are not alone, just remember that! I know that’s easier said than done but you have been through a lot. I can only imagine what you are going through. Stay strong and don’t give up! Reach out to someone here! You are worth more than you know! It takes time to better cope with our problems! If you ever need to talk well this seems like quite the support group for that. Lots of amazing people on here suffering, and together we can help change that!!

[BEE247 in reply to NuckinFuts]

How do I message anyone or them personally ...

[NuckinFuts in reply to BEE247]

I’m guessing we would have to give them our phone number. I’m new on this, but I wouldn’t have a problem giving someone my number who needed it.

[MommyBro]

i'm sorry you're having to go through this.Is there a sexual assault support group in your area? I think here it's now called something like The Blue Bench. Maybe an area hospital or police department could give you information about this.

[BEE247 in reply to MommyBro]

Yeah there is but there is a waiting list and with the police doing the investigation I cannot speak to anyone about the case

[MommyBro]

i'm sorry to hear that. Do you live in the US? (Arrrggghhh, how did this change to italic font?) I googled rape crisis center and there is several which cover div

[MommyBro in reply to MommyBro]

Darn, how do I keep messing this up? Anyway, there are a number of different sexual assault response agencies (private, non-profit) which cover different counties in this state, and many have hotlines you can call. As far as the police investigation, yes it would be unwise to speak with anyone potentially involved in the case, but you should certainly be able to speak with a counselor or hotline response person; even anonymously might help.

[BEE247]

Yeah I will try and contact someone because me being in silence doing this by myself is killing me .... and no I live in the uk England but I will try to have a look thank you for everything though

[Windy101 in reply to BEE247]

Please do reach out and talk to someone. Having the support of others is so important. There is a light at the end of the tunnel but it is impossible to see right now. Sometimes churches offer free counseling and support groups for women, or could help you find one.

While the court case is going on, it is keeping all this alive for you so you especially need support. I care and I'm sure many others do here as well. I'm so sorry that you are going through this.

A big hug and my friendship to you.

[BEE247 in reply to Windy101]

Thank you that means a lot .. I just wish people who listen but they don’t I’m just really hurting and I just want to hurt everyone like I just need to be by myself I enjoy my own company but he’s always on my mind

[MommyBro]

i hope you find someone to help. (I wonder how far away you can live from a toll-free line and still call it for free?)