Not doing well Mentally

[HeyItsThatKidd]

I don't know what's going on but I just haven't been feeling it and I've been distant. I barely talk to my family, I have a resentment towards my mother a little...I just feel betrayed that she doesn't even take any of this seriously. I sometimes feel like I'm on my own...And In the very literally since...I am...We all our...Our souls are just one being just experiencing things near other beings that we "see". I've actually had so much on my mind that I cannot even think, I can't clear my head, I can't pick on topic and think on it and fix it or calm myself from it. I'm just in a tough place, there's nothing anyone could do about my situation at hand. Not the police, not my mom, not my cousin, none of them... I'm just here alone hoping and praying to whatever God or Higher Power could be there that nothing will happen and I'll continue living. But I just can't believe that. Honestly I never have....I'm just that type of person...My qualities in a lot of areas are too rich...I've been told those things... Been told I'm very nice and just...I got to extraordinary lengths for people I don't even know sometimes....I'm only 19...I just want to live and I can't do that.....This world is so cold

[EmbraceMyweirdness]

There must be someone in your family that should be there for you, have you try reaching out an uncle your dad someone

[baileyf14]

I am so sorry you are going through this. The feeling of being alone is a very difficult thing to deal with. Have you thought about talking to a professional about what you are going through? They will know the best way to overcome your feelings. I hope everything gets better.