I've been sinking for quite some time. Currently, I'm seeking a way out of this emotional abyss. It has been excruciatingly difficult due to issues with family and from childhood. Additionally, I've found it complicated to know where to begin to describe the complexity of my issues. I often find myself fearful about the future, and I worry about my capabilities as far as becoming a successful individual. I have neurological disabilities, and my doctor would not sign off on my drivers license. Despite this, I'm a part time college student studying for my bachelor's degree in psychology. I worry that this might be a worthless dream, yet, luckily I'm just dumb enough to try anyways. I am not one to give up; however, that does not mean my negative thoughts and concerns never keep me awake at night. I worry about burdening others with my many needs. Most of which are so difficult to put into words. I am isolated, and feel lonely often. It is hard for me to make friends, and sometimes it is hard to connect. It concerns me deeply, I often worry about my own humanity. I'm a mess. Does anyone relate to this?