Life is just kicking me in the a**

[Midnightwolf1]

I don't think life will ever give me a break. I'm just really starting to hate life. After all these years of going through depression and being suicidal and cutting, I was getting better slowly. I had my days but everyone does. I started not to think about death or cutting and I was happy more. I even found a guy who makes me smile everyday and loves me for me. Then the shooting happens and Harley dies. I got more depressed and start to get suicidal and want to cut again. I started blaming myself and started hating myself. Than Thanksgiving day I'm told Uncle Bubby ( Not my actual Uncle, my grandmas brother) has cancer and it's bad. I still haven't even got over Harley yet, and if he dies, I don't know how I am gonna handle it. I'm barely doing good now. I just hate life.

I'm sorry I was ranting but I had to get that out.

~Sky

[quitter333]

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard ya hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done! Now if you know what you’re worth then go out and get what you’re worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain’t you! You’re better than that!

[Midnightwolf1 in reply to quitter333]

Wow, I really need that.

[mudfreak07 in reply to quitter333]

Just finding this post but damn I needed to read this

[Used2Bfine]

Very sorry to hear that all this bad stuff is hitting you. Try and just take one day at a time or one hour or minute..... spend as much time comforting your uncle as you can as his time may be short and he needs you now more than ever. Try and get focus off of yourself and just maybe......

[pink318]

I’m very sorry you are having a tough time. Sorry to hear about Harley.

I hope you will stay strong and you will be able to comfort your uncle Bubby.

You are in my prayers.

Please know that you are not alone, we are here and we care for you. God bless.

[Hollick]

I'm sorry, who was Harley?

[Midnightwolf1 in reply to Hollick]

She was my cousin. I've wrote about her a few times on here.