Feeling so alone

[DaisyDexterMom]

This is my first post, but I need to reach out to others who have this horrible disease. with so many people as being diagnosed with Major Depression, why do I feel so alone? I have a wonderful husband, a close family and many wonderful friends, yet I feel so isolated. Like nobody can truly understand why I feel this way. It's like there is nowhere safe for me to be. I am on meds, I see a counselor and a psychiatrist. I do all the things I should be doing. Can anyone relate??

[loveandlightseeker]

Hi 💗I completely relate to your feelings and I know so many on this site can as well. You will find great support here. Praying for a healing of your heart and sending hope your way!

[DaisyDexterMom in reply to loveandlightseeker]

Thank you. That is just what I need!

[calif2018]

Hello Daisy,

I've done something silly just now. I wanted replying to you and I had some computer issues and it restarted and wiped out my message to you. I here if you need some to talk to.

Randy

[DaisyDexterMom in reply to calif2018]

Hi Randy! Computers are definitely a blessing and a curse lol. I tried going to a depression support group, but felt alone there as well! I am struggling to find my place in this big world...a place with no darkness, but I don't know if that is possible. I feel like my family expects me to get over it. I get so tired of the battle that goes on in my head.

[AZ1970]

Yes we can. You are not alone. For those who have not had depression, they cannot understand fully. This is a great place to get support. I’m glad you found us.

[DaisyDexterMom in reply to AZ1970]

You're right, they try to understand, but if only they could live in my shoes for even a day. It's draining. I get tired of fighting in my head...but I can't give up!

[MariaLove123]

So many people on here feel the same way. I have a wonderful fiancé, family and friends too. I totally understand what you mean by still feeling isolated and alone. I met someone very special on this site and we talk about the illness of course, but we joke around a lot. She brought a lot of joy to my life. I feel strongly now about friendships. I never really had good friends. Our families are there for love, support and can cheer us up, but having a friend or friends that you can laugh with, hold onto it 🤗

You came to the right place. Besides meds and doctors, I find writing, essential oils, doing one accomplishment a day and getting into a good show helps. I hope you find ways too. We just need to keep trying and definitely help each other out 💜

[DaisyDexterMom in reply to MariaLove123]

Thank you Maria. I have some great girlfriends, but I know I can only talk about my illness for so long and then they tune out. I think it will be different here. It's so wonderful that you found a good friend who supports you and makes you smile. Hold onto that!!

[LovelySnow]

Welcome. I like it here. I have found support & encouragement & cheer from some pretty cool people. I hope you find that, too. Love to you!

[DaisyDexterMom in reply to LovelySnow]

thank you LovelySnow! I think this site is exactly what I was looking for. I feel surrounded by people who truly get it and truly want the best for me.