I have had a very bad 2 months and am trying to recover but I can't because I keep getting thrown under the bus. My mother goes to Florida for a month, my brother is working, and I am left to care for the dog who has been repeatedly sick. I can't handle the pressure right now of making decisions , and dealing with this shit when I am so overwhelmed already. What the hell does everyone expect from me!?!??! I am not made of steel!