Won’t lose u again..

[Nick1800]

I sit here and I hate myself for what I did and the things I said. I wish I could turn back the hands of time to make things right and something always pops up. Even when I am not doing anything wrong it’s always something and I’m sorry. I won’t live without u and after the last time we split I can say for once in my life I won’t go on without you. When u talk about not being together anymore or letting her win I just want to die. I don’t want to live without you in my life I know I said things and done things and again I’m sorry but I won’t live without u my wife and family please I need you in my life and I don’t want or need anyone but u.

[Knowone]

Sorry nick, but that's life, You dont NEED anyone in your life, I went through a tough break up with the high school love of my LIFE. I gave her a child, and she left me when he was 6 months old because of the things I did, said, and didn't do. You need to start accepting the fact that it's over the sooner you stop this the sooner you will begin to feel better. I'm genuinely sorry you're feeling this way but it will pass.. One day you'll look back and see things through my eyes. Hang in there nick.. find something to do to take up your free time.