It can’t be real

[torpe]

Today i went to my friends house after i heard the news…she just lost her younger brother and old friend of mine…as soon as we got outside of her neighborhood i felt it…all the pain was palpable it was unreal. The closer we got the more real it became. A tear fell from my eye and i rejected my mom’s bid to hand me a tissue. We got out and i saw my friend cleaning chairs and a table. I wept with her and it really hit us. I hugged her mom and she bawled i still can’t believe how they must be feeling. I remember when we went to an event and we were so bored that we made jokes and snuck food and planned to blow the joint and go on a walk, but we stayed..laughed and ate chicken. He was so charming and so troubled. My friend comforted ME as i cried i couldn’t stop for anything. She had just lost her brother and she made sure i was doing ok..there’s something to be said for her heart. There’s a troubled missing puzzle piece in this 1000 game set and it will never come back. The picture will be beautiful, but never fully complete. I hate when people talk about what they should’ve and would’ve said to people just when they go away…i try my best to give love when I’m here and I’ll try even more. I thank God for where i am even if i am broken and pray that He heals the hearts of my friends family. When i wake up this will be real and the world will turn all the same. Please send your prayers and all of us need it

[Knowone]

I'm sorry for your loss, I don't have much experience in losing friends to death... but I can only imagine the heart break and the mourning.. sending prayers...

[torpe in reply to Knowone]

Thank you so very muh

[Starrlight]

❤️

[torpe in reply to Starrlight]

💖💖💖💖

[Starrlight in reply to torpe]

A new day another ♥️

[torpe in reply to Starrlight]

♥️♥️♥️ to you as well

[Tikirob]

I just prayed for your friend, his family and you; my condolences to all.

[torpe in reply to Tikirob]

Thank you very very much

[Midnightwolf1]

I know how you feel. I just loss my 11 year old cousin Monday cause of a shooting. So I understand the pain you must feel... I still can't seem to believe she go e so I keep (re)crying each morning when I realized it's not a dream... I'm sorry for your loss. I hope things will get better for you and the family in the future.

~Sky

[torpe in reply to Midnightwolf1]

Oh my goodness and i pray the same for you this world is so very cruel. Thank you so very much

[Midnightwolf1 in reply to torpe]

It is a very cruel world , and your welcome