Roller Coaster

[infinitiram]

My anxiety and depression became apparent about 8 months ago after my fiancé cheated on me. I am now finally "seeing" someone. He is kind of in the same situation. His ex fiancé cheated on him and they split, however they still talk/hangout unlike my ex fiancé and I. We had originally agreed to keep things casual, NSA.. however we both developed feelings. He hasn't been single as long as I have and clearly has things he needs to sort out so I'm being patient and supportive.. When we're together, it's as if we're dating. He washes and rinses my hair, constantly tells me how beautiful I am and how good I am to him and for him, I've met his friends, I stay over quite often.. the list goes on. When we're not together (talking over text) he isn't the same guy, often blows me off, lied about being with other people when he asked me not to be with other people. When he makes me upset, it's the lowest of lows... I feel he's toxic for me and I'm putting myself in this roller coaster situation, I just can't let him go...

[Emily16]

It sucks when our brains know what the right thing we should do is but then our hearts tell us otherwise.