My life is a mess I have incredibly dark thoughts all the time..
I’m so lonely and lost i don’t know why I’m on here I just feel broken and I can’t fix myself I have been to the doctor but I can’t tell the full truth because I won’t get treatment for something vital to me if I do..
I literally have no friends.. people try to be my friend but I have a very big secret and I have to stay reserved to everyone I meet I can’t stand the thought of being rejected because of it and now I’m very isolated and depressed I have lost many people because of it..
things will never change I guess I just wish I had a proper life and didn’t have to worry about any of this
I just want to find love and friends and be happy but I can’t because I’m a weirdo