Add on to Alone

Right now, I can’t even stand to be around anyone especially those happy go lucky ones. I feel so alone in this world. These people make me sick. I just can’t get away from them fast enough. When they speak it irritates me like hell and i just want to tell them to shut up! Sometimes I can’t even stand myself I wonder.. Had anyone ever felt like this?.

[3Dwaffle]

I can relate to how you feel. I’ve been single for a while and every time I see happy couple I’m a bit annoyed, sometimes can’t even stand them around me. I know how pathetic it sound but it is what it is.I feel alone very often, as you also mentioned, but I can’t do about it a lot by myself. How long do you feel like this? Did u talk about it with someone before?

[Hidden in reply to 3Dwaffle]

Thank you for reaching out to me. I’m glad I’m not the only person who has ever felt this way. Well perhaps there’s someone out there for you down the road. Sometimes it takes a minute. As for me I’m married I just go through times where I just get so irritable by people. Including my family. It’s the times when I’m so depressed I can’t see the light and don’t want to be around anyone happy, it just makes me sick to my stomach. I guess because how can they feel so good and I feel so bad. That sounds so selfish. I don’t want it to be so or mean it like that.

[3Dwaffle in reply to Hidden]

I would say, from time to time many people feel this way. At least I know about four people (including me) who told me they are feeling irritated by people from time to time. Guess what? Sometimes even without a specific or rational reason! If you were curious, yes, I would say its normal. Don't be so hard on yourself. It's not selfishness. Sometimes I ask myself why I'm not feeling good when people around me seems to be so happy and fulfilled. Have you tried to seek professional help?

[Hidden in reply to 3Dwaffle]

I see a therapist yes.. its when I get really depressed and see no sunshine