I'm sorry to hear you're having such a hard time and I hope you find the help you need, whatever that might be. I feel numb a lot these days too, not sure whether it's my mental health problems or the medication but a lot of what you said rang true. I hate being numb but on the other hand at least I can function with the medication. I wish there was an easy solution. I hope you have found some comfort in sharing your thoughts x
Are you dreaming of me mom? Where’d you go? I chose to believe every word I was fed . Thought you loved me? Thought you cared? Am I a ghost to you mom? So many things you took away from me . I will never forgive you for what you put me through.
I can also relate to that. I don't see my mother any more and I'm all the better for it. I'd be lying if I said the past doesn't still play on my mind but still trying to figure out a way to move forward and leave all the baggage behind. I hope you can find a way to do that too, I wish you the best of luck.
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My feelings...
Just talk to me tell me I’m ok. 
This is hard to admit I almost didn’t post but figured maybe someone else feels similar 
Current Feelings (honest af)
Why do my OWN mental breakdown scare myself
