I’m having one of those nights where I have only been at work for 2 hours, 10 more to go and I am absolutely freaking out. I had a pretty good day at home with my kids and hubby. Had dinner. Came to work in a pretty good and calm mood. Then all of a sudden I feel my anxiety rising. I started trying to organize and plan (my coping mechanisms) but there is nothing to organize. My night at work is pretty calm. But I feel my anxiety taking over. I can’t sit still. I’m ready to jump out my skin. I feel like I’m strapped into a roller coaster with no way to get off. Like I’m stuck. I don’t know how to calm down.
Sorry I’m not looking for advice I just wanted to share because I feel like talking but no one to talk to when no one understands how someone in a good position in life can be suffering from depression and anxiety.