I am #beyondworthy because…
I am beyond worthy because even after everything that has happened in my life, I am still here using my life to love others.
Loving others hasn’t always been the number one desire of my heart. Until I went through the unimaginable, I was not able to see the necessity of love in our world. I was not able to see the necessity of loving others to heal myself.
I am beyond worthy because I am me and there is no other me that exists. Every soul I meet needs my soul, somehow in some way.
I am beyond worthy because I care so much. I care so much about every living soul to the point I forget to care about myself the most. I am ever so slowly learning that this way of being is okay. In a world that pushes self-care down our hearts, my main form of self-care is caring for others. This is a gift I give to our world.
I am beyond worthy because I am alive. Suicide was an option for me four times, but I survived. Finally, regret consumed me the last time I tried. I am alive. I will never take my breath for granted. Feeling an ounce of shame as I begin to type this… The thoughts of death still flirt with me too often. I wish it upon no one. But I am beyond worthy, this I believe, finally, I believe I am beyond worthy of this life and all it can give me. And these two simple words #beyondworthy continue to save me when dark thoughts grab my being. #beyondworhy is a saying of light. My prayer is, any soul who reads those words will use them as a light and power source to turn off their darkness.