Ohh man it has been a week. We lost my sweet girl Lady. She was 1 1/2 years old and a pit bull. She was hit by a car 3 days ago. I have such a hard time bonding with anything human or animal but she was my baby. Every time I looked at her I couldn’t help but smile even when I was mad. She loves to snuggle and forced snuggles any chance she got. I am so torn up about this.
I have lost a few loved ones in my life before but I have never had such a strong emotional reaction. I wonder how I am going to keep going. I can’t focus on work. I either can’t sleep or can’t wake up. I have a 6 year old daughter she is what keeps me going. Man it is so hard to greave and watch your child and husband greave wile trying to pick up the pieces and regain some type of normalcy for them. I feel so broken today. I need to try and snap out of it I just don’t know how.