severe depression and missing my ex gf

[Beyondbroken]

hello, I’m new here. Not really sure how this works. It was suggested to me.

I am 55 year old man in good health, good shape, financially stable, usually have no problem attracting women, but same thing always happens I want what I can’t have and I don’t want what I have. So once I meet a girl and fall in love and she falls in love with me I stop wanting her and go to porn. Porn has ruined my life. I don’t know how to deal with it.

i recently broke up with my girlfriend she was absolutely beautiful, young, just perfect in every way just like the porn I watch. We dated for almost a year but after about three or four months I do what I always do and it killed the relationship. Now I’m so depressed I can’t work I can’t sleep I can’t do anything, all I think about is wanting her back and she hates me. I know I need to move on but I just can’t seem to, and I know I need to get my addiction under control. But I don’t know how.

[Sabbath1]

Don't watch porn. Ted Bundy watched porn .

[Beyondbroken in reply to Sabbath1]

really?

[dianaluz45781073]

Friend, to get out of this you must seek professional help, a therapist and recognize that if something hurts me, I have to leave it and put an attitude to life. A bear hug.

[ThePineRoamer]

another old dude going after women way too young for him and then addicted to porn ugh

[kenster1]

it`s not a forum to be critical of anyone no matter what the issues are.

[Hidden]

So, it sounds like you’re that guy who always thinks the grass is greener on the other side, maybe?

[Beyondbroken]

yes, I am seeking professional help. And yes KellyKay. 😩