I meet with a social worker about the out patient program & it went pretty well. She's hopeful for me. They have you go on medical leave during the process, starting now until the end of the month. I start the program on Wenesday. Called my boss which was diffcult. I work at a store with 2 other people, plus the owners. My boss has a lot going on (takes care of her 96 yo mom). One of my coworkers doesn't have a key, I don't know the reasoning. I'm feeling like I've let them down... but I know I need to do this. Very happy to have my husband & brother there for support. Glad for all the support... it means a ton. It's the best medicine... love & hugs & better days.