Goodmorning

[Espinoza38]

So it's a start of a new work week. And I'm not happy lol. But I know I have to go to work and make that money for these kids of mines. Speaking of work who else gets anxious at the thought of working? I know alot of us do. But I do have faith that one day I'm a wake up and not feel anxious or stressed going to work. Hope everyone has an awesome day and week. Let's stay positive. We got this.

[Sillysausage234]

You too Espinoza thanks

[Espinoza38 in reply to Sillysausage234]

Thank you

[Hidden]

Stand strong for you my friend! I don't work so that's one thing I don't have to worry about . Take my joy with you today, it's all yours, sounds like you need it today. Love & Hugs!!!

[Espinoza38 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. I really do. Having to deal with ugly minded people sucks. But I got this I know I do.

[Hidden in reply to Espinoza38]

I'm happy to hear that. Make the most of it, remember you can always talk in your head to those that aren't very kind! I do it all the time as I don't want to hurt anyone. Love & Hugs!!!

[Espinoza38 in reply to Hidden]

I'm at work and doing my best to stay calm. My chest just started hurting. I felt great all weekend and now I'm at work feeling crapy. I'm doing my best to stay positive. I can do this

[Hidden in reply to Espinoza38]

I'm sorry I'm responding so late! I shut my computer down early yesterday. How did you make out at work? Do you think work could be one of your triggers?? I sure hope you got through it & you overcame the anxiety. Love & Hugs!!! XXX

[Espinoza38 in reply to Hidden]

Well I did get thru the day thank God. I had forgotten that every first Monday of the month we dont see patients just paper work. But I have a question, at any time in your life did you ever feel like you where going to go crazy?

[Hidden in reply to Espinoza38]

Sadly more than once but I'm not giving up. Stand strong for you & you are not crazy, then that makes me crazy, it's the ugly disease we deal with my friend!!! Have a joy filled day & make the most of it! Love & Hugs!!!

[Espinoza38 in reply to Hidden]

How do we make it go away. Like I have moments that make me feel like I'm about to loose it. But as soon as I start doing something else I feel like it goes away. Like it's my biggest fear to go crazy. It's scary.

[Hidden in reply to Espinoza38]

We have to remain focused on the positive, I know huge challenge sometimes yet it's better than staying negative. Hope will grow if you believe! Love & Hugs!!!

[Espinoza38 in reply to Hidden]

Agreed, staying positive is all I can do. I'm actually trying to speak positive for every negative thought I have. I know I got this. Thank you

[Hidden in reply to Espinoza38]

Yes you do & push the negative away as soon as you feel it. Our brains are so powerful we can all learn how to cope with this disease. Love & Hugs!!!

[Espinoza38 in reply to Hidden]

Yes, I've never have had to deal with this. Before I had anxiety here and their nothing big. But this year has been a great challenge for me. From anxiety, panic, depression to the feeling of going crazy. It's actually taken a toll on me. But I'm trying my best to do this. I know I got it. But at times I feel so lost and confused. But I'm thankful I found this site and awesome people like you. So I pray I dont loose it. Thank you for always being the light in our darkness. You are so awesome.

[Hidden in reply to Espinoza38]

Oh thank you so much for such kind words, that has made my day & I'm very grateful to have met you! Stay positive my friend & have a beautiful day!! Love & Hugs!!!

[Espinoza38 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. So many hugs going your way. Thank you. 😁😁😁😁

[Hidden in reply to Espinoza38]

I'm sending you dump trucks of Love & Hugs!!! It's always my pleasure to try to help someone! XXX

[Butterfly2Be]

Have a great day! I'm actually lookingfor work. But I get so anxious going on interviews. I've been on at least 15 interviews but no job yet. I'm still remaining positive that a job will come soon.

[Espinoza38 in reply to Butterfly2Be]

Yes a job will come soon. Positive thoughts going your way.

[morenews]

I did feel anxious for years re work. I still want and need to work. I hope there is a balance, because now without a job I feel anxious because I don’t have it.

[Espinoza38 in reply to morenews]

Thank you. I'm looking for that balance. I just dislike going because that is where my panic attack started. And kept having them. I know I should look for another job but it's hard. Some places wont hire because of the pay I'm asking other places say I dont have enough experience. But I'm looking for my balance at work. Are u recently working?