so today was a bad day.
my partner and i had been hopelessely looking for a job for him and we found it difficult to stay with his mum. we decided we would go and visit/stay with my mum for a while. everything was okay when it was just us but today we argued and he scared my mum so much that he had to leave. he was pushing me and wouldn't stop or calm when i was generally having an okay day. anyway, i feel a bit lost without him as its been a whole year weve not been apart. i keep crying and i'm struggling to eat. how can i keep myself calm? i feel like i can't live without him.