It’s 9 am my place. It’s already two hours since I woke up, today to the alarm, that I’m using rarely. I have plenty of work to do but I’m too afraid to even touch it. I should get up from bed those two hours ago, have my breakfast, dress, get ready and go working. Instead I have a recurring thought that I need a rescue - and my only way to get it is sleep. I’m fighting though, that’s why that post here.
I’m gonna stand up right now and go for that day. I’m sure I’m gonna do three out of ten boxes from my to do list. But somehow I need to get going.
I would like my life to become more productive. I’m just eaten by fear of getting more problems that I already have and that I cannot cope with them in any way.
How to do it? How to start? Get up and then pay attention to all tasks prepared to be done? How to push that life forward and get out of that horrible hole of depression, anxiety, problems, debts?
I am gonna be strong now and stand up as soon as I hit post. Please if you read this and have advices how to accomplish anything and move forward, please please let me know.
I wish you all wonderful day! I wish us a change!