Sometimes I think about killing myself, just end it all. I became a burden to the people I know. I have a hard time believe in faith, hope. People will tell you oh it gets better, you got keep your head, believe in yourself and the list go on.
I don't have anyone, I am beyond broken, No light cannot reach me. I put myself out to do a good thing but get no result every time. I see my friends get everything they want money, career, opportunity, growth, relationship, love, just everything that they heart desire.
I got nothing. Everyone abandon me, throw me away, talk down on me, calling me out of my name, and the list goes on.
I don't compare myself to other people. I just don't want to exist anymore.