I quit smoking over 4 months ago. I’ve gained 20 lbs, and feel and look like a whale. My husband thinks I should go back to smoking ( I have emphysema so uh not a good idea). Then he says my fat is cute (it’s not).Then he sees me eating an English muffin for breakfast and slams me for eating “empty carbs”.
I don’t need his crap. If I could divorce I would but I’d end up giving him half my paycheck. I’m thinking when my 15 year is i18 , then there will not be the expense and crap of “parenting time” and child support.
I know I’m fat. (I wasn’t overweight before), and it’s not cute. I would be sooo stupid to go back to smoking- I’m totally off any nicotine and I’ve never made it this long before.
I’m down enough about my weight- I’m 53,3 kids and have always had a nice figure and normal weight so it’s hard on me. Add in my predisposition to depression - well I don’t need to listen to his crap. Thanks for allowing me to run off at the mouth