Getting sad again

It’s been a little while since I’ve posted I thought I was doing better and my meds were working but the last two days all I have done is cry

I have another court date coming up for the guy that assaulted me and I have to decide if I’m going to agree to let him have a plea or not

I feel like I have a lot on me and it stresses me out trying to decide - not only am trying to get over the loss of s long term relationship but I have to deal with court and I feel like a lot of it was my fault even though he put his hands on me- I just have this good heart and always am the one to say I’m sorry and take blame

My anxiety is coming back and I’m not sleeping well again

I would do anything to go back in time and be happy again, people take happiness for granted

Sometimes I feel like I can’t live another minute like this and I’ve been battling these feelings for so long I don’t think I will ever feel normal again

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would allowing a plea give you the peace you seek?

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I don’t know what would honestly that’s a good question

I was in a mentally abusive relationship and it was physical at the end so I don’t really know what I should do

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Think it over. If allowing a plea can enable you to put this painful event behind you then it might be worth it.

[Susan512]

Hi Chris. of course you will get better, it just takes time don't be so hard on yourself. Try to keep busy or do something you might enjoy, like listening to music, read a book, go for a walk , think positive and every thing will be just fine. You'll see. God bless you!!!

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