So I am new to this, but am struggling a lot so i figured any help can be beneficial. I have recently moved to a new state with my boyfriend. I thought I would be okay, but it turns out it's affecting me more than I imagined it would. I am not good with change and had a hard time adjusting to college. I have a history of anxiety and currently take some medication for it. I don't start my new job until June 11th, so as my boyfriend is at work, I am home alone. I cry non stop and just when I feel like I am okay, I get numb and a knot in my stomach and just cry again. I miss being home, I miss being in my comfort zone with my family. I thought I would be okay because I am with my boyfriend and I feel comfortable with him, but i guess I was wrong. I don't know what to do. Everyone says it is going to get better and I will get use to it and maybe it will but right now I just feel numb and can't stop crying. If I move back home, then I might be unhappy not being with my boyfriend, which won't move back home now because he just started this awesome new job. I can't help but feel like I am being selfish and annoying.