This is the lowest I've ever been. My anxiety is through the roof from talking to my ex girlfriend tonight, who has a new boyfriend she obviously is much more into than she ever was with me during our year together.
I just don't know where to go from here. I don't think I'll ever recover and move on. I feel like I am never going to be the same. It's so hard to think about being motivated to move forward from this. I know I won't sleep tonight. I'm done with everything.