I know that I probably just need to keep my mouth shut when it comes to this topic and believe me, I feel guilty for just bringing this it up. I know that others are in a much worse place than I am and I should feel lucky to be getting a paycheck but today I’m hating my life because of work. I don’t want to be here and I’m overloaded with anxiety because I just want to go home. I feel right on the edge of having a panic attack and I’m scared that someone is going to say something or look at me and set me off. I feel so worthless when I’m here because it is hard for me to get motivated and I end up being very unproductive. I try to stay focused and keep busy but my mind just keeps loosing track and I end up not getting anything done. I am also experiencing physical issues such as shakiness, and stomach pain. I don’t know if a new job would solve this problem or would it just bring on a whole new set of issues to deal with. Why can’t I just be normal and go to work and deal with this like a normal person.