I layed in bed for all of the afternoon and some of the evening. Finally digging deep and getting some energy to go for a walk. Standing and watching this view and an aerosmith song called "amazing" starts playing. I'm listening to the lyrics and just taking in this beautiful view and tears are streaming down my face. Even as I'm writing this my eyes are watering.
I just want to say you all are amazing and fighters! Trying to help one another and continuing with our own struggles! Its nice to find a group who supports one another. I might feel lonely but I know I'm not alone any more! I pray one day we will all find what were looking for! Thank you all for just listening and being supportive. I know I can lean on you for support and hope that I can return the favor to others who need someone to listen to them. Thank you all again.