Hey you guys ummm I'm an addict and the addictions that I deal with are overwhelming so I'm literally going out on a limb here trying find help and healing through God and hopefully some of you all. I know all of us on this forum have had some really rough times but even in the midst of the darkness I want all of you guys to hang in there. I really want to be clean and turn my life around and I just ask you all who are in Christ Jesus to keep me in your prayers and everybody in your prayers. I've hit rock bottom emotionally and I'm just sick of being here at the bottom feeling depressed and isolated and I really want to see better and brighter days. You know I'm 28 years old and It's time to get it together but eventhough I truly have wanted to change time after time after time I found myself right back where I didn't want to be, but I am confident that God will deliver me and I just ask you all just to keep me encourage. Thanks for listening.